Ok, so I have to write this, or I am going to proceed into the kitchen and make whatever I can get my hands on and shove it down my throat……WITHOUT chewing or breathing or enjoying it, really.  I am SO SO SO SO hungry right now.  I was not good at getting my shakes [...]

So, I weighed in today.  I lost 5.2 lbs.!  That’s supposed to be great, right? I’m supposed to be elated and ecstatic about losing that much weight since SUNDAY, but instead, I feel terrible.  I feel sad and deflated.  I for some crazy unhealthy reason was disappointed with that five pounds that I lost.  I [...]

OK, so Day Four is OVER.  I swear, it’s like every day that goes by on this, I thank God that I’ve had the strength to get through it.  It is SO hard not to eat.  Today was a rough day for me in some ways, but a great day in others.  I got to [...]