So, I’m feeling incredibly irritable this afternoon/evening for some reason.  It has been going on like this all day, and I’m not sure why I feel this way, but it’s really bad.  For one thing, just like yesterday I am HATING being on this diet.  It’s funny, I don’t even care while I’m at work-I [...]

Ok, so I have to write this, or I am going to proceed into the kitchen and make whatever I can get my hands on and shove it down my throat……WITHOUT chewing or breathing or enjoying it, really.  I am SO SO SO SO hungry right now.  I was not good at getting my shakes [...]

So, I weighed in today.  I lost 5.2 lbs.!  That’s supposed to be great, right? I’m supposed to be elated and ecstatic about losing that much weight since SUNDAY, but instead, I feel terrible.  I feel sad and deflated.  I for some crazy unhealthy reason was disappointed with that five pounds that I lost.  I [...]